My rants and other forms of annoying whining about my life.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006


So I randomly finally got a job yesterday at Venture Data. Yay! I know what you're thinking but you'll be happy to know that we only call out of state which means I'm not the one bothering you durring dinner. I get trainned tomorrow and the next day, then I guess I start sometime after that.

It really feels good to have a job, now I can pay bills, buy a new car (eventually), and then who know's what.

I'm hungry but I don't know what to eat, I'm thinking pancakes, pancakes are always good, and no matter where you are, if you look hard enough and deep enough into one's pantry, there's bound to be some form of pancake mix, and if not, make em from scratch. Mmmmm pancakes.

You know what else is really good and completely taken for granted? Ramen. I do love the Roast Beef flavor of Top Ramen, I actually love most of the standard flavors as well but the Roast Beef is the best in my opinion.

So I randomly told some band on MySpace that sent me a friend request that if they wanted an add that they would have to come to Oregon and play a show, and I think they're coming... From Maine or Michigan or some shit. Coolness... or Creepy.... *shrugs*

I'm thinking pancakes are really where it's at right now, you may have to excuse me. And to think, I'm not even stoned! I just really want pancakes.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Drinking Again...

This could be good, but I doubt not. Drinking... I think I'm slowly developing a problem with this. Nah, it's not a problem unless I recognize it as one, right? Thought so. There are many good reasons to drink, bordom, got dumped, no job, found a new job, friends, to get laid, to avoid this empty void inside of me, the list really goes on for miles. I am currently drinking because I have no job, and let me tell you, it sucks to be unemployed. Let's be realistic though, it would be a hell of a lot easier to find a job if I weren't drunk and or stoned every night. Anyone looking to buy a nice gently used furniture set? Let me know, I need money.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

So I guess it's about time for another post eh? Not much to report here. I am currently settling into my new residence with my new roomates, Amanda, Courtney, and Connie - my fellow "Rocky" cast. It's been enjoyable recently. I lost my job and am currently unemployed. Go me! I really don't know what I'm going to do, I really fucked up big time. On the brighter side, Amanda turned 20 this last weekend and I do have some photos to share!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Back Again!

I know I've been neglectful for almost a month now but now I'm back. Rejoice! What's new, ahhh let's see. Am moving soon, hopefully with some new found female friends if they let me.

Still haven't quit smoking, gotta kick that. Jobless, and homeless and student loan collection bills have started coming in. I don't know what I'm going to do. Get a job for one thing. Damn holidays leaving me broke.

I've resorted to making most of my gifts this year. And buying very creative ones. I got the children in my life disposable cameras and cheap photo albums and then I also sewed them bible covers. Ain't I the crafty one? Making "peice pouches" for all my stoner friends and photo boards for all the others. You know, a piece of cardboard covered in fabric with ribbon laced over it to hold the pictures in place.

I do have a temporary job - I've been subbing dance classes at a local studio for 15 bucks a pop, not bad, the owner pays my gas too.

I've been very sleep deprived lately, just can't sleep with all the stress you know. Internet entertains me however. I've also been doing a lot of minight cookie baking if anyone's hungry. I dunno what I'm going to do with myself....

Sunday, November 13, 2005


And this is me, sleeping on the couch, naked.

Now I just learned how to blog from my cell phone, and I have a camera phone so this should be really fun!

Saturday, November 12, 2005

This is my life? It's like I just woke up one morning and suddenly all my dreams were just dreams and I, like some bad 80's movie heroin, am working some meaningless desk job which I hate pushing papers around at practically minimum wage for my father. But like in those movies it's just a day job, right? I have some secret passion, right? I want to be an actress! LOL, biggest fucking cliche ever! right... No, I'm different I say, "I want to be a dancer!"

So day after day I find little ways to amuse myself and slowely I become bored with them and find new habits. At first it was solitare on my laptop, then it broke, I don't want to talk about it. Then it was reading, till I finished my book, Choke by that one guy. Then it was back to solitare again on one of the company computers, that got boring soon enough. Then I moved on to a more advanced game, Tetris on my GameboyColor. You can only beat it so many times... Lately my feed for boredom has been then internet. Hence my new life as an online blogger.

Now this is one habit I don't think I will ever grow bored with, I mean come on, who could get sick of talking about themselves, right? And yet I'm already running out of things to say.

I could tell you about the time my cousin and I found a dead hiker... if it had really happened. Maybe I'll tell you about it in my next post anyway. But for today I will tell you about my 9 roomates. No I do not live in a dorm, nor do I attened school, I live in a 4 bedroom house in downtown. My roomates are as follows (yes, the names have been changed to protect the guilty); Pinky, The Brain, Ninja, The Bitch, The Bitch's 2 sugar gliders, The Bitch's cat, Jorge the Fish, and Fosse. Allow me to elaborate. Pinky is my stoner roomate. The Brain is his best stoner best friend. Yes, they do resemble the characters except they are not bent on world domination, just pot legalization. Now The Bitch isn't really a bitch, she's just the only female besides myself. She's the in friend, the only person in the house I knew when I moved in (due to circumstances I will tell you about at some later date.). Now The Bitch is dating Ninja and has been since she and I were in High School together. He's a ninja, or so he thinks. I think he's a vampire personally, all the dude ever does is sleep. Now that's all the people. The Bitch's cat and sugar gliders are self explanitory, as is Jorge the Fish (my beta fish). Fosse is my dumb retard of a cat. HE IS SO DUMB!

I would tell you more but my shift is over and it's time for me to go home. Until next time!